its a little bizarre
i just started thinking, how should i write on this blog? should i write in a way that is for me, like a personal journal that i wouldn't expect anyone to read, or should i write in a way that i expect other people to be reading it? because, as far as i know, no one reads this. so what's the point? i've got questions that discussion boards on emergent just won't do for, but i've got nowhere to ask them or get them answered more specifically. does that mean i should advertise? that seems a bit wrong to me. this is just feeling a little too bizarre for me right now. i'm just going to stew in this weirdness and keep blogging because i like it. hmm.